Where there is love, there is pain .

"So Close Yet So Far"
i finally understand what this really mean ..

i don't want this to drift us apart .
i seriously don't know what to do .
what can we do to stop this ?
i'm trying very hard to think of a solution .
not that i don't need you .
but i feel that you don't need me too .
am i invisible ? do i even exist in your world ?
maybe it's my fault .
maybe i shouldn't start everything in the first place .
puppet ? i've never been one in your life . and this won't come true .
what are you thinking ?
i really hope this problem can be solved as soon as possible .
i'm sorry to let you have this problem .
can we really be like last time ?
so close , and do lots of things together ?
i'm sorry .

hello !
long time never post le . something happen to my comp that's why . now everything is gone in my doc . wth luhhs . some photos and stuffs are gone !!!!!!
today went to band . yup .. was super really funn ! hehe ! :) :)
dunno what else to say . will update more if i have th time :)
byes

ok.. tmr setting off to band camp le :)
learnt that there's a class chalet again frm 24 to 26 Nov .
wonder if i can go luhs . LOL .
ystd went to orchard .. ion orchard , orchard central . but never even shop th whole shopping mall luhhs . cux went john little to shop for my dad's clothing . LOL .
ok .. dunno what else to post .
watching tv . byes :)

also wishing Gina happy birthday in advance ! :)
- 17 november '09
HAPPY 13th birthday , GINA ! :) :)
wish ya all th best .
do well in everyth :)

yesterday went j8 open plaza to have a meeting with th band leaders and shortlisted leaders. and yup . saw pangwee and his friends . LOL ! were discussing abt band camp activities . LOL . 16 to 18 november . aft that went to arcade with sherrie gina bryan jr ky lok and wl . hahas :):)

ok .. change songs le . so enjoy bahs . not much to say ehs ..
temptation to find work lehs . but i dont think my mum will let me .. haiis .
holiday is damn bored luhhs .

ok .. end here :):)

today is first day of class chalet :) at downtown east . but in th end i spent more time on my two juniors' chalet . LOL . 1e1 and 1e4 '09 . HAHAS :) thanks for th bbq treat . bought alcohol frm tracy . thanks :) also thanks zhengyuan for hlping us opening th drink :) :)
sry ellis , hope u not angry . (you now what i mean )
tmr i not gg for th rest of th day of chalet . LOL .haiis . nbm..
today 4pm went to cycle with nab adin bryan keith xc and lok :):) so funn luhhs ! :):)
and yup .. friday .. going band . :)

ok.. got to know our results on monday 9 nov . and i got into 3e1 ! wow ! alot of us is in that class :):):):):):):) and yup .. humanity is geography ! :):)

p/s my sis also got into triple science class ! :):) congrats :) also same course as me ! LOL .
thats why we are made to be twins ! HAHA ! LOL ! :)

ok had to end here ,

ok.. i dont think i need to change number le . :) mum ask me use th hi-phone temporary .. that phone is sth like i-phone . china product . yeah .. LOL ~ .. aiya got hp use dunnid use prepaid i happy lo ! :):)
wake up quite late today .. 12.22pm wake up .. HAHs ! dunno what else to say .. oh .. yesterday wemt to buy a new bag ! :)
ok.. ending here then :) byes .

on 6th november ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , CLEMENT !
wish you all th best .
you turns 16 !
if your o lvl haven finsh , do well ! because i know you can do it de :)
dont always say you cant do it , yeah ? must believe in yourself !
i pin high hopes on you , cannot disappoint me yeah ? HAHAs ! :)

long time no post . it's been a week ? LOL ! my bro O lvl haven finish that's why less online . so today can be counted lucky i can online ! HAHs ! went to manjusri sec sch for two days for band pract .. nxt week also . nxt week class chalet !
wed aft band took bus > mrt > bus home .. 7.56pm reached home ! LOL . but th trip home was amn fun .. public nuisance i guess bus >mrt >bus > home
fri went to have lunch with friends . ok.. then take bus 55 to manjusri .. and we were like asking any manjusrians that we saw .. and ask them where is their sch and how to go .. LOL ! and took th same way home bus > mrt > bus > home.. HAHAS !

currently smsing with corliss and adin ! ^^

posting overdue pict of matos ! ^^ this is th last day of sch and we took picture ! :)

IlOVEMATOS !♥

9th november , we'll know our results of which class we are posted to !
oh , 8th november . my junior's birthday ! wishing her a early one ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , SHERRIE !
wish ya all th best .
you turn 13 !
sorry cant buy you present . no $$$ le lahhs ):
one thing i can promise you is that i will go band on friday th 13th november 09 ! HAHAS :):)

MEMORIES that will holds forever :) :)

yesterday last day of sch .. and took some picture s with friends ! ok .. got matos photos .. but not with me .. and we celebrate ellis birthday in advance ! ^^
in th afternoon went to zy house .. was inviteed for bbq . and bad news . i was like totally forget thaat my hp in my pocket and i walk in to th pool . at first was until knee like that .. then i did not know there's a step . and i drop in to th pooll .. all wet . hp of cux kena wet lahhs .. was moody all th way .. thanks for those who wanted to cheer me up ! :):) went back home iwas kena scolded by my parents . esp my mum-.- she said not to give me another hp blah blah blah . wth lahhs . so i will change hp number agiin .. so dont sms to my current number .. and yup ! pictures time then .. !